Unconventional
Out of my control
Written in the scrolls
Out of my control
You're standing there to blame me
Don't know who I am lately

Cause how could you believe
That I'd do this intentionally
And I try to explain
The thing's jammed in my brain
But people don't have ears
And being misunderstood is one of my worst fears

It's not up to me
It's not up to you
There's nobody to blame
No matter how badly I want to proclaim

That it's not my fault
I poured out my thoughts
Believing you'd understand
And as I write this
I know I don't exist
In anyone's compelling mind
Cause being myself leads to falling behind

Never up to date
Explanations for my sake
Boundaries 'til I ache
Always learning the rules
To this big fucking game

But it's not my fault
I poured out my thoughts
Believing you'd understand
And as I write this
I know I don't exist
In anyone's compelling mind
Cause being myself leads to falling behind

I'm done being tired
I'm done with all of this bullshit
Cause what if I just was unapologetic
I've heard it all
Every damn word you could possibly spit
So maybe I'll try and just be
Unapologetic