When I wake up, I'm still confused
Of if I'd be okay without you
When I wake up, I wonder now
If I'm enough for your love
Or if I'm second to someone
Oh, cause I know that I'm not much
Oh, But I know you have my love
So tell me to stay and I'll stay for a while
It's been hurting me just trying to see you smile
And it has for a while
And I don't wanna play pretend
Like I haven't been painting the roses red
It holds me in a grip
The love that I don't want to slip
But I hold on to what's been gone for so long
And I wonder when I became a fool
And as the knot tightens
And my body goes lifeless
I wonder where I went wrong
Oh, cause I know that I'm not much
Oh, But I know you have my love
So tell me to stay and I'll stay for a while
It's been hurting me just trying to see you smile
And it has for a while
And I don't wanna play pretend
Like I haven't been painting the roses red
You said that when I went away you lost your purpose
And I'm the reason you feel worthless
But I swear it wasn't on purpose
I guess I just blame it all on the roses