Calling you up
Where did you go
Hell did I try
To get you close
All alone
Where's my home
Tell you why I cant belong
Its too much
Its useless now
You wont stop beating on your heart
Its stupid
Just let it go
But darling
I cant
You know
Loving you slow
Lately I've grown
Its been a while
I missed your smile
She said that she love me she told me
She don't give a fuck about money
I know that she knows that I know that I'm funny
And all of the times that she calls me I'm trying to work
But she just wanna dance
Fuck it with all of the plans
Right
Feel like I'm falling again
Maybe I'm sick in the brain
Everything going
la li ya li la li da
La la la la la la
Only you can give me so much
So much pain
Its been cold out
Baby I just wanna control my breath
Its been honestly too much
I've been caught up in my head
I can hardly face it
Its been hard for me to love
Girl your body's perfect
Its been keeping me alive
Everybody's watching
I can hardly even talk
Don't mind ill just let go
Its alright
Its alright
Its too much
Its useless now
You wont stop beating on your heart
Its stupid
Just let it go
But darling
I cant
You know
I cant give in don't care how bad it is
I wont forget I cant forgive the pain you caused on me