Losing my grip of reality
Making best friends with insanity
Chasing dead ends far too happily
Common sense has gotten mad at me
Its a tragedy but im taking steps
To try n live with less regret
Will i fly or crash n burn to death
The bookies have stopped taking bets
Cos its obvious im chasing oblivion
Guys like me are 1 in ten billion
Planted seeds to achieve the magnificent
Instead of letting em grow im killing em
I guess thats what i was born to do
Born obtuse with a screw or two loose
My minds confused with one or two bruise
Selling my soul for some youtube views

The world doesnt owe me but i feel sub dued
Thought id reach the next level with what ive been through
Life's like a game show that I'll never win dude
"I've started... So I'll continue"

Bring about my own downfall like its a game
Ill move the counters but it all feels the same
I try to hit targets but i got no aim
Im tryna get ahead but i got no brains


Snoozing my clock for five minutes
Impossible is how im finding it
The mountain i was climbing it
Pretending i was fine with it
Not buying it not selling it either
Watching the valueless get cheaper
Over due a visit from the reaper
I hit rock bottom then i dug deeper
Now its impressive my impression
Of a smiley guy with depression
cnxiety and bouts of aggression
Bottling it up no messing
Leave them guessing whats behind my eyes
Not a lot of lies but the truth does hide
I like to think that the futures bright
Waiting for the day the pig finally flies

Bring about my own downfall like its a game
Ill move the counters but it all feels the same
I try to hit targets but i got no aim
Im tryna get ahead but i got no brains