Nyron, It seems like you been lost for quite a while now. With your music, your relationships, just life in general. Does it feel like a maze to you?
Back against the wall
These days my mind is in the fog
Been stuck in my room from wall to wall
Ruminate these days a mental stall
Tryna catch my dreams but they dissolve
Paralyzed my past is quite the loss
Feeling like I'm stuck In the Masone
God please help me I'm all alone
Been stressed too long I'm feeling flawed
Darks clouds that I feel is strange and odd
Trapped in my bed with my withdrawals
No friends no fam that I can call
As day breaks now I can't recall
Last time that I heard the word of God
Feel so numb now I rarely sob
Just live with this pain and no resolve, it's hard
I'm lost
I feel so lost
God I feel so lost
Damn I feel so lost
Ain't no turning back
Back against the wall
Been struggling going from a to b
How can I feel right when everything
Is looking to blurred the clarity
Its something I yearn and want to see
Every night I deal with scary dreams
And everyday I fight anxiety
Don't think I'll heal emotionally
Wanna kill my thoughts I hate the stress
Take drugs take meds it's no effect
This pain too hard I must confess
That I can't deal with grief i'm in
Can't navigate this the GPS
Seems off this path is not the best
Carry on I say but here's the fact
Don't know if I'll heal I'm so depressed, and yes
I'm lost
I feel so lost
God I feel so lost
Damn I feel so lost
Ain't no turning back
Well we need to read caution
Dreams they sell, never bought them
The hell I was lost in was the nail in the coffin
People always gonna talk then
I find myself using distractions
Can't focus on the next you in the past tense
Irritated, your reactions
Debating, feel stagnant
Had to shake it off like Mariah
Glad to be a boss or sire
Sad, you think you lost desire
One thing you always had, fire
Build my courage like a architect
Need a map, Need to find these facts
I really want this, prolly need a compass
Left in the past, no artifact
I'm lost
I feel so lost
God I feel so lost
Damn I feel so lost
Ain't no turning back
Ain't no turning back
Ain't no turning back
Ain't no turning back
Oh no, no no