Tryna be so numb
Don’t wanna feel the pain
But it won’t go away
Don’t wanna be sober
Don’t wanna feel the pain
But it won’t go away

The devil in my head says
What’s good what’s happening
What’s up
What you got up in your cup
Oh you tryna get drunk
I’m getting weak
Losing power losing focus
Giving up is easier
And you know this
Feeling like I’m running out of time
25 still alive
That’s alot considering
All the pain I’ve been feeling
All the things I’ve been healing
But I’m not giving up

Tryna be so numb
Don’t wanna feel the pain
But it won’t go away
Don’t wanna be sober
Don’t wanna feel the pain
But it won’t go away

I can’t lie sometimes I find myself lookin at everybody else’s plate
Forgetting I’ve got this and that my shit
Right on track
God’s got a girls back
A bitch aint worried
I’m finna snap
I’m finna shine
I’m comin for it
It’s all mine
A bitch aint worried
I’m finna snap
I’m finna shine
I’m comin for it
It’s all mine

Tryna be so numb
Don’t wanna feel the pain
But it won’t go away
Don’t wanna be sober
Don’t wanna feel the pain
But it won’t go away