I can't sleep
It's 3 am and I'm not sober like I used to be
Fucked up on the parts of you that won't leave
I was the paper and you were the rain
You were the wreckage and I was the same
You can see your heart through your skin and your sleeve
Try to mask all the pain but you won't let it leave
And something that I never thought I needed when I'm sleeping off the come down of the high that I got from you wanting me
It's just the image of you dancing to your favorite song like nothing even mattered to you
I can't find a reason why I can't explain that
I'm not fine if I don't run back to you
So here I stand in wine and gasoline
Light a match for you not me
If we could rewrite time
I would waste it all again
Maybe I've gone crazy thinking how to figure out what you need
You give my life meaning
You were the echos and I was the words
You were a scapegrace in a city to burn
Fading your colors in lifeless routine
I can still see your heart through your skin and your sleeve
And something that I never thought I needed when I'm sleeping off the comedown of the high that I got from you wanting me
It's just the fear of losing every single memory I had when you were around
I can't find a reason why I can't explain that
I'm not fine if I don't run back to you
So here I stand in wine and gasoline
Light a match for you not me
If we could rewrite time
I would waste it all again
At least lie to me and I'll take it with me to my grave
I just wanted to be a drop in your sea but got caught up in the waves
At least lie to me
And I'll fix everything that I can
And if we can jump into the sun
I'll catch you again and again
I can't find why I'd run back to you
I can't find a reason why I can't explain that
I'm not fine if I don't run back to you
So here I stand in wine and gasoline
Light a match for you not me
If we could rewrite time
I would waste it all again