I don't wanna go to the place where you die and escape that pain you face
I don't wanna get replaced by the soul that you gave me when I washed away
It was deeper
She was mine
A believer
Then she died
Pandemic
Outside those windows
Heavy
Yeah keep the doors closed
I don't wanna go to the place where you die and escape that pain you face
I don't wanna get replaced by the soul that you gave me when I washed away
It was deeper
She was mine
A believer
Then she died
Pandemic
Outside those windows
Heavy
Yeah keep the doors closed

Wanna go to the place
Where I wanna feel alive
But there's no where to escape
Thoughts about suicide
It's gettin' hard to sleep
It's gettin' hard to breathe
And I'm shaking in my dreams
I just wanna feel complete
My minds thinkin crazy
I'm just singin to the beat
Yeah I don't wanna stay in
I just wanna go outside
This depression really hittin
I just wanna heal inside
Feelins come
Feelins go
I don't wanna be alone
But it's gettin' hard to grow
And I'm losin' my control
This feelins gettin old
And my heart is gettin' cold

I don't wanna go to the place where you die and escape that pain you face
I don't wanna get replaced by the soul that you gave me when I washed away
It was deeper
She was mine
A believer
Then she died
Pandemic
Outside those windows
Heavy
Yeah keep the doors closed