Now
Listen to words of mine, this is the time for you to shine
I dont know what you'd find deep inside of you
How can I control my mind? I do not think that I am fine
I feel like lying, I'm so tired
No, do not back down, get on the throne and wear that crown
You are the chosen one, can not deny the truth
How?
I dont know where to start, how do you know its what I want?
I don't know, I just can't quit desire
How do I show you inside?
Inside of everything alive there is a light that shines
That true light is you
No, I can not win this fight
This fucking light is just too bright
I give up- that's right, I'm not what you want
You
You are a fucking mess, but have a heart of gold no less
You need to just confess to 'that' inside of you
You
You do not understand, let me give you a hand
So that you comprehend who's inside of me
No
I'm not what you think and I don't agree with
What you're saying to me (You're insane to me)
I am the one who feels all this pain and suffering
I am not one to trust, don't rely on me!
When I close my eyes, I see eternal darkness
Tears that keep running, pain that I can not harness
Lost beyond directions, lost my immortal prowess
End this Anxiety!
I'm so sick of the tension, sick of this constant pressure
Tired of pretending, tired of your love dimention
Dying with my senses gone beyond my comprenhension
Tired of all this pain trapped inside of me
In my fucking life there's no sweet, just sour
Its killing me inside every minute and hour
Drained- all out of my pride
I have been betrayed and you say that I am it?
You're full of shit