I used to fall into daydreams
Now I only slip on manipulation
You know it’s easier to leave when you hate them
So i ruin every chance I get
Like Every fevers
A Small vacation
Until you’re sick
Of all the self sedation
I tend to push away my feelings they’re a crippling subject

I’m in debt to all the love I borrowed
And it’s left me hollow
Yea
All the years they gave
I could never ever pay that back
I’m in debt to all the love I
Borrowed it
Left my heart a broken mess
Was it time well spent cause
I could never ever give that back

I've got a masters degree in self sabotage
Demons from my past are like me entourage
Too broken and broke
to pay this debt
its easier to push
them away instead
SO now i take them to bed
but I cant get close
Im stuck in my head
Im taking off their clothes
Borrow their love
Just like a loan
But I still end up feeling like

I’m in debt to all the love I borrowed
And it’s left me hollow
Yea
All the years they gave
I could never ever pay that back
I’m in debt to all the love I
Borrowed it
Left my heart a broken mess
Was it time well spent cause
I could never ever give that back

Now im trippin
thinking about the way I left you
Without a call without a text the worst that I could do
I ran away from the [pain theres nothing left here to say
I didnt mean it I know now that

I’m in debt to all the love I borrowed
And it’s left me hollow
Yea
All the years they gave
I could never ever pay that back
I’m in debt to all the love I
Borrowed it
Left my heart a broken mess
Was it time well spent cause
I could never ever give that back