I been lost inside my mind
I don’t know which way to go
I shove my nose into a line
Or my fingers grip rotate the bowl
I can see my nana cry
Cause I’m to deep into drug
And my mind is blown
I know soon I’m up to die

I know soon I’m up to die
Cause I’m to deep into this drug
At times my mind be blown
I can see my nana cry
My fingers grip rotate the bowl
I shove my nose into a line
I don’t know which way to go
I been lost inside my mind

Thoughts of suicide running through mind late at night
Tears run down my face while I drive
Can’t understand this pain or these struggles that i tend to face
Miss my dawg Soulja boy he been sittin’ five in that cage
Hard for me to keep my faith
I been beat down and destroyed
All that love shit i avoid
Hurt so bad I hardly smile
Blood covering my chest I need a towel
I’m off this world I’m in my zone
Don’t call my phone I rather hurt alone
They broke my bones
I knew they wasn’t solid still I loved ‘em
Bitch my heart is gone

I been lost inside my mind
I don’t know which way to go
I shove my nose into a line
Or my fingers grip rotate the bowl
I can see my nana cry
Cause I’m to deep into drug
And my mind is blown
I know soon I’m up to die

I know soon I’m up to die
Cause I’m to deep into this drug
At times my mind be blown
I can see my nana cry
My fingers grip rotate the bowl
I shove my nose into a line
I don’t know which way to go
I been lost inside my mind

They left and cause me problems that love turned to pain
Running so much deeper then the choices I’ve made
Thinking ‘bout memories and the moments I created
My life became broken unstable can’t believe y’all ended up changin’
Trying to find the strength to forgive ‘em including myself
Cause either sides didn’t do a thing to fix that hurt for so long I had felt
Tears no longer eject from eyes
They get taken from them pills
Temptation of reaching out cause it seems I’ll never heal
These feelings I express throughout my lyrics are deeply real
The women I love now loves another human
While I’m waiting for your comfort knowing I’ll never see the time
Casting out unspoken emotions cause there weighing down on my mind
Lost in the depths of any one loving me
But as I wake all I see is the darkness in the night sky