Ikigai

I was beside myself
All alone outside myself
Trying to find myself
Not caught up in the chaos, I align myself
Abomination, I see through the distortion
My frequency is tapped into the source when
Got gratitude for attracting these blessings
The journey is the real gift, people stop stressing

Weu0027re only gonna die. Look up at the sky and scream “Why oh why?”
Weu0027re only gonna die. Look up at the sky and scream “Why oh why?”
Weu0027re only gonna die. Look up at the sky and scream “Why oh why?”
Weu0027re only gonna die. Look up at the sky and scream “Why oh why?”

Survival comes with some guilt and shame, but I know
Itu0027ll fade as time goes by
The hurt comes and goes, but I know you know
That this ainu0027t my first time
The days are long, the nights are even longer
Wonu0027t stop the pain if I get high
Heard in the end that this will make me stronger
But I couldnu0027t say goodbye

My friends gone ghost since they departed
Alarming rates in my 20s it started
Some made careers out that gangsta shit
They caught some hot ones, at they wakes I wept
More often than not these drugs gonna win,
But thatu0027s a story. I hope you never begin.
Others took control of their own downfall
And killed themselves because they sick of it all

When my time come
When my time come
When my time come
When my time come
When my time come
When my time come

(Yu0027all could come)

When my time come
When my time come
When my time come
When my time come
When my time come
When my time come

(Yu0027all could come)

Stood up to life, I ainu0027t the only one
That chose to stay and fight when most of them will surely run
Observe the world from my throne
Live half my life and I still canu0027t find home
Ainu0027t got no kids, no queen to rule beside me
My songs, my seeds, theyu0027ll forever be my legacy
The melodies, my memories that define me
I beat the odds, killed the past, thereu0027s no rewinding
So rest in peace to those pieces of me
Wealth success on its way, I can feel it coming
Thereu0027s something in the air tonight
From underground I emerge full of love and light
Got out my mind now, Iu0027m out of they sights
Head down keep working, bring my art to new heights
Still ask for favours ‘cause I used to be nice
Nothings for free, everythingu0027s got a price
Itu0027s the human condition
Transition to the next world through lessons thatu0027s wicked
Donu0027t throw away your existence
Cherish ever moment - hours, minutes and seconds
So u0027til I see all Iu0027m supossed to see
Do all Iu0027m here to do
Be all I had to be
I have no fear of death
And live to the fullest to my very last breath