And if there really is a god out there
I'd wish he'd see through I'd wish he'd see it through
Cause I done lost myself one too many times
Will he save me now ?

Now I'm on the highway highway
Don't know if I'll see another day another day
How the fuck should I explain my ways my ways ?
Don't know what the fuck that I'll do but I know you'll cry for me too
God I wish that you'll see it through

Highway highway
Don't know if I'll see another day another day
How the fuck should I explain my ways my ways ?
Don't know what the fuck that I'll do but I know you'll cry for me too
God I wish that you'll see it through

I don't know where to go
Think I've lost it oh no
Look down at the concrete
Wondered how my brains would look splattered on the street

Okay I've lost it okay okay I've lost it
Daydream about death and how everyone would go through it
If I blew my brain to pieces tell me would you say you miss me ?
Put a post up on the gram and tell everyone that you knew me

''Oh I didn't know he was like that
That's not how I knew him
Always seemed so happy''
And if you're one of those then keep in mind I ain't knew you
You're the reason I felt guilt you're the reason I did it

And now we're looking at the ground
Thinking bout what was then
And how maybe we were bound ?

I didn't have one at home
So I had to make my own
A family of nihilists

And if there really is a god out there
I'd wish he'd see through I'd wish he'd see it through
Cause I done lost myself one too many times
Will he save me now ?

Now I'm on the highway highway
Don't know if I'll see another day another day
How the fuck should I explain my ways my ways ?
Don't know what the fuck that I'll do but I know you'll cry for me too
God I wish that you'll see it through

Highway highway
Don't know if I'll see another day another day
How the fuck should I explain my ways my ways ?
Don't know what the fuck that I'll do but I know you'll cry for me too
God I wish that you'll see it through

And if there really is a god out there
I'd wish he'd see through I'd wish he'd see it through
Cause I done lost myself one too many times
Will he save me now ?