I won't be the first one to know
That way you'll never be alone

And if I try, I could focus on the future
Not the past, see your side, see inside
See the reasons why
It was hard for you to deal with your shit at 26
But now you're 35

Someone always opens a door
Are you still running from what you saw before?

Not that it makes a difference
Cause the memory is gone
You just had to find a way
To let the fire burn on
And it was never funny
But I laughed cause I wanted to be nice
And now you hate me