Black out, take your meds, man
I’m not afraid to die, to die tonight

These thoughts are running
Though my mad brain
Drive me insane
Yeah, I’ll get better but not today
Sick of all those crazy things that we did
I’ll meet you in the dark
Your love is like a drug , baby
But your words are poison, poison
It’s so sweet
Poison, poison, baby, poison, poison
Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up

I like hurting myself
And when the blood flows through my veins
And how my eyes dry when I’m crying, I don’t know why
I’ve been trying to find myself for so long
Now I’m picking up the pieces of my soul
Why my hands are tied?
Something ain’t right
Another sleepless night
My youngest is running dry
With the demons by my side
I’m striving to see the light
And I’m not alive
But you don’t mind
I know, I know, I know the only friend I got
Is myself, my curse - I can’t forget your lies
Didn’t want you to turn into ghost
But now I know the cost
Leave me alone
One of us gets too drunk and calls about a hundred times
Don’t pick up the phone cause you’ll only get hurt
He’s not what you deserve
He’s not what you deserve

These thoughts are running
Though my mad brain
Drive me insane
Yeah, I’ll get better but not today
Sick of all those crazy things that we did
I’ll meet you in the dark
Your love is like a drug , baby
But your words are poison, poison
It’s so sweet
Poison, poison, baby, poison, poison
Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up

Everybody’s screaming
In a room where no one listens
You’re getting too close to me
It will never be the same, no
Walls are filled with laughters
And the colors are chaining faster
But I’d rather put a gun to my head
I’m so damn broke

I know I’m making the right choice by prioritising myself
Cause I’m so so tucked up with self-destruction
And if I’ll kill myself without telling you that I love you
I hope you’ll feel all the pain
That I’ve felt while I was writing these lines
So how does it feel to know that I died cause you were never by my side?

These thoughts are running
Though my mad brain
Drive me insane
Yeah, I’ll get better but not today
Sick of all those crazy things that we did
I’ll meet you in the dark
Your love is like a drug , baby
But your words are poison, poison
It’s so sweet
Poison, poison, baby, poison, poison
Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up