Things on my mind, I can't get no rest
A lot of things on my mind, I can't get no rest
Hell no, I can't go to sleep I feel like I ain't did my best
Lot of shit up on my chest Marijuana in my lungs
They put a pistol in my face I never leave without a gun

PTSD mess my psyche up I'm clutching in the burbs
I'm diverse, sometimes I'm with the gangsta Sometimes with the nerds
I be chillin' but sometimes with the action Sometimes with the verbs
I pray to God I never have to leave a nigga on the curb

Superstitious, hold on for a second Let me knock on wood, now that's over
I'm above it, but make sure it's understood
Rollercoaster, life got ups and downs
Hell emotional, every time I think about David I get emotional
I wanna cry when he died I feel like shit, I'd die with him

In a 300 with a picture of my shit Damn near a ride with him
Last time he picked me up, was the last time
Talking on the phone, was the last time
Damn, I didn't think it'd be the last time And I wish I woulda, coulda, last time

All these things up in my head is dangerous and fly
I don't know what's going on, I can't control my mind
Just wanna be free, can't control my high
If it costs to be the boss, I'll pay to just be fine

Make sure mama fine, make sure my girl fine
Make sure family, make sure family fine
Make sure Ashley fine
make sure Mya fine
Make sure that they, make sure that they fine

I don't know what's going on, I can't control my mind
Just wanna be free, can't control my high
If it costs to be the boss, I'll pay to just be fine
If it costs to be the boss, I'll pay to just be fine