If I'm being honest
I'm feeling stuck inside my room right now
Really being honest
This isn't where I thought I'd be right now
It seems like these thoughts never end
When, where, how did it begin?
I pulled up to the party that night
Feelin' just right, posted up all on the gram
And then I got to thinkin' inside
Something ain't right, do I really love who I am
And I wonder if it all come crashing down
Could I come right back?
Build a truth I found, but is it really intact?
You been waiting too loud, can you dial that back?
It's enough, enough, enough
Place your bets, double up
Know I got a problem when I'm double cupped
Two girls, double dutch
Fast lane, so you gotta double clutch
Always at my lowest when I bubble up
Always feel the greatest when nobody wants
Always seem to find a way to fuck it up
Always startin' over, never givin' up
Far from home, feelin' crummy, but these people love me
Thankfully they understand my ways and never judge me
If you wanna run away, know I know what's coming
Could I convince you to stay or is that unbecoming?
Why's it really hard to talk right now?
Usually I can't shut up
Do you wanna walk the block right now
Or have we had enough?
The ride's ready, throw a quarter in to get us goin
Petty throwin' your feelings into a net exposing
That you're caught like spider webs in lies and fibs
You're buyin' shit to fill a hole that is never closin
Turn an eye to the thought right now
Letting go can be so tough
In a war with my heart right now
Tell me am I still enough?
And if it all come crashing down
Am I still enough?
I'm building on a truth I thought I found
Is it still enough? Still enough
Enough for me to stay
I can't give it all away
But if I give you everything
Am I still enough?
Enough, enough, enough
Yo
Place your bets, double up
Know I got a problem when I'm double cupped
Two girls, double dutch
Fast lane, so you gotta double clutch
Always at my lowest when I bubble up
Always feel the greatest when nobody wants
Always seem to find a way to fuck it up
Always startin' over, never givin' up
I been missin' you lovin, you think you nothin
You think it's somethin, do they be fuckin
Where you been?
Got somethin' comin, you think I'm runnin
I think I'm goin through these hoops for you, you'd never know it
We're out of time lately, define crazy
I might make it, we fight maybes
And like statements that hide fading
I said lady, I don't decide saving
My time takin' a piece you can't find waiting up
Don't you believe in somethin, it can't be nothin
I know they talkin' bout a goat
But a goat 'til a God's still a sacrifice
If you actin' right
I can promise you gon' end up in a good ass afterlife
In the afterlife
In the afterlife
In the afterlife
If you actin' right
Gonna see you in the afterlife
Cause I'm gon' kill it if we act tonight
And if it all come crashing down
Am I still enough?
I'm building on a truth I thought I found
Is it still enough? Still enough
Enough for me to stay
I can't give it all away
But if I give you everything
Am I still enough?
Enough, enough, enough
Enough, enough, enough
Enough, enough, enough
Enough, enough, enough
Enough, enough, enough
Enough, enough, enough
Enough, enough, enough
Enough, enough, enough
Enough, enough, enough