Friday night, movie night at your mom's place
Same space, familiar for decades
I never had the stomach for a gore-fest
Put on a thriller with a little bit of subtext
Talk shit about the dumb kids we grew up with
Who never grew up, and just stayed toxic
You were the best of all of us
It's hard to stay positive but
We still watch the things you held so dear to keep you here
I can see us now
Watching Hellraiser in heaven
If it's real, and if I get in
Would you let me know somehow
Oh, I can see us now
Watching Hellraiser in heaven
If it's real, and if I get in
Lately I think I might not
'Cause I've been thinking awful thoughts
And cursing God an awful lot
You would have laughed to see your nieces and your sister
Graveside in horror movie t-shirts
The kinda legacy you would've liked
Now the youngest won't sleep without her cardboard knife
They ask what it means to say you've passed
And if you'd come home and make it fast
We've all got your blood in our veins
We all get along like family
We still love the people you held dear to keep you here
We sing your praises, laugh for ages, hope it's crystal clear
I can see us now
Watching Hellraiser in heaven
If it's real, and if I get in
Would you let me know somehow
Oh, I can see us now
Watching Hellraiser in heaven
If it's real, and if I get in
Lately I think I might not
'Cause I've been thinking awful thoughts
And cursing God an awful lot