Distractions

I bought a new pair of sneakers to try and distract myself
And I excuse it with saying it's been forever, oh well
It's been a while
Since I did what I did
A thousand miles
Yea

Rented a car to look cool, I guess I did but I'm broke
And now I'm eating at mama's, I can't afford getting old
It's been a while
Since you said what you said
A thousand miles
Yea

I think I know now
Didn't before
Been a little too distant for a little too long
Yea, I should I know now
What not to do
Still I keep messing around

I guess I'm never really gonna grow up
I'm stressed out, promise you won't tell anyone
My own mess, better keep it all hush, oh oh
Now I'm right back at where I started, oh no
I'm scared I'm never really gonna unfold
Prepared to stay under the blanket, it's cold
My own mess, is this some kind of test, oh oh
Now I'm right back at where I started, oh no

I booked a trip overseas to get a new point of view
Thought maybe procrastination would feel better en route
It's been a while
Should've learned it by now
Can't fake a smile
So why do I, why do I, why do I

Keep on trying, keep denying, keep on keeping it up when
All I'm doing is I'm hiding from myself and do nothing
Not just one too many times
It's been like this since 99'

I think I know now
Didn't before
Been a little too distant for a little too long
Yea, I should I know now
What not to do
Still I keep messing around

I guess I'm never really gonna grow up
I'm stressed out, promise you won't tell anyone
My own mess, better keep it all hush, oh oh
Now I'm right back at where I started, oh no
I'm scared I'm never really gonna unfold
Prepared to stay under the blanket, it's cold
My own mess, is this some kind of test, oh oh
Now I'm right back at where I started, oh no

I guess I'm never really, really gonna grow up
Don't tell anyone
Keep it between you and I
Gonna be our little lie
Now I'm right back at where I started, oh no
I'm scared I'm never really gonna unfold
Prepared to stay under the blanket, it's cold
My own mess, is this some kind of test, oh oh
Now I'm right back at where I started, oh no"