Whether 5,000 people or all alone
Still hear the voices in my head
Telling me the same things over and over again
And over and over
I’ve convinced myself that I like to feel the pain
I’ve convinced myself that it’s good to be insane
I’ve convinced myself that it’s normal
I’ve convinced myself, over and over
I’m insane, but I love it
I’m in pain, but I love it
But I love it but I love it, yeah
Addicted to this feeling
No point to try to heal me
I’m an addict keep relapsing, what else can I do
You’re my remedy, I can’t stay away from you
An addict keep relapsing, what else can I do
You’re my remedy, you know I love to hate you
Call my name I’ll come, running, running
Push the rest aside
Found comfort in your humming
Learned to love the way you lie
Everybody thinks that you’re bad for me
But everybody doesn’t see what I see
No they don’t realize
So I put on a disguise
Built us a wall, a 100 feet tall
Nobody can harm us here
That doubles as arena, to fight all these demons
That are trapped inside of me
I’m an addict keep relapsing, what else can I do
You’re my remedy, I can’t stay away from you
An addict keep relapsing, what else can I do
You’re my remedy, you know I love to hate you
I love to hate you, I love to hate you
I love to hate
You
You
I love to hate
You
I’ve convinced myself that I like to feel the pain
I’ve convinced myself that it’s good to be insane
I’ve convinced myself that it’s normal
I’ve convinced myself, over and over
I’m in pain, but I love it
I’m insane, but I love
But I love it, but I love it, yeah
Addicted to this feeling
No point to try and heal me