I wish I was numb
From this situation
Then maybe I'd
Be a better friend

I wish it was done
The contact amputation
Then maybe you'd
Have an extra hand

I hope that one day you'd come back
cnd realize how it should have been
I never meant no harm

I hope that someday we start again
cnd not get under our skin
It was tearing us apart

I never meant to hurt myself
I never meant to hurt your ego
I drink to forget all my problems
But wind up calling you instead

I wish you told me your intentions
Stop being a selfish man
I know you're somewhere in Hawaii
cnd I'm trying to not cave in

I seem to have lost
Every good intention
Your circuitry
Is wearing thin

You must have misplaced
Every form of patience
God forbid
I miss your face

I hope that one day you come back
Watch all the madness disappear
Instead of packing your bags to run

I hope that someday the bomb shell
you've dropped in this playing field
Doesn't hit no one

I never meant to hurt myself
I never meant to hurt your ego
I drink to forget all my problems
But wind up calling you instead

I wish you told me your intentions
Stop being a selfish man
I know you're laying in some hostel
cnd I'm trying to not cave in

I'm sorry I was so desperate
Called you up at 4 am
I liked you better in Hawaii
ct least nothing was happening