CH1
Even if it kills me
Dying on this hill seems
Better than giving up on eleven year old me

Telling him he's stupid
Thinking he could do this
Let him grow up & face the music

Verse 1
Even if it kills me
If my family never sees me on the TV
cnd the only thing that I ever leave behind's
c couple lines that got through to one kid, one time

Think I could live with that
Live with the fact that I was never all that
cll that glitters doesn't go gold
Doesn't matter when you're old
If you sold a hundred million or nothing at all

Pre
Maybe I've come to terms that
Big plans don't always work out
cnd when worst comes to worst
It's still worth it


CH
Even if it kills me
Dying on this hill seems
Better than giving up on eleven year old me

Telling him he's stupid
Thinking he could do this
Let him grow up & face the music

Even if i burnout
cnd it doesn't work out
Never get the streams or the sales or the crowd to turnout

I'm gonna die with this damn dream
Even if it kills me
Even if it kills me


Verse 2
Sometimes I wonder
If when I was younger
If I picked a different path, a different passion, listened to my mother

Maybe I'd have some money
Work at some company
That set me up for life from 9-5 and never left me hungry

Pre
Maybe I've come to terms (that)
Big plans don't always work (out)
When it can't get much worse,
It's still worth it

CH
Even if it kills me
Dying on this hill seems
Better than giving up on eleven year old me

Telling him he's stupid
Thinking he could do this
Let him grow up & face the music

Even if i burnout
cnd it doesn't work out
Never get the streams or the sales or the crowd to turnout

I'm gonna die with this damn dream
Even if it kills me
Even if it kills me

Bridge
Even if it breaks me down
Even if the clock runs out
I might be better off without it
But I don't wanna live without it

Even if nobody cares
cnd I don't ever get nowhere
I'm probably better off without it
But I don't wanna live without it

CH
Even if it kills me
Dying on this hill seems
Better than giving up on eleven year old me

Telling him he's stupid
Thinking he could do this
Let him grow up & face the music

Even if i burnout
cnd it doesn't work out
Never get the streams or the sales or the crowd to turnout

I'm gonna die with this damn dream
Even if it kills me
Even if it kills me