Man, it's hard out here, bro, when you're trying to live right
Trust me, I hit the ground too many times, I know what it feels like
Denial is the flywheel to this engine called addiction, makes you call what's real fiction
The depiction's off, the scales never lie, even if you deny, the bible says the truth
will make you free
But only if you believe, deceiving is deception, since my inception, I've wandered off the
path
Yeah, I'm stepping hard to see my own reflection, Usher, these are my confessions
How can a man live, move, and have his being, but deny him in his very being
Maybe, I'm hard on myself, just playing the cards I was dealt
Not to condemn, just bringing the light where it's dim, singing that old church hymn
Lost, but now I'm found, turning my life around, the devil's on the prowl
I call to the Lord now, please close the door, I'm creeping like a midnight whore, playing
a tug of war, the flesh and the spirit, man, always at war
I want more, I can't ignore, fight now, sweat in my brow, boom pow, boom pow
I just got knocked down, I just got knocked down
Would I spin the block for myself, tug of war, soul versus flesh
Fighting demons is a treason, I poured out my soul and my flesh
Don't even know if I'm breathing, can't even get through this season
I need you, yeah, I need you, I need you
Round two, or is it ten
Fighting the same old sin, eyes twisted with these lustful vixens
Would I'm splitting with every hit, breaking down, crying, God, please forgive me
Gotta get past this sinful act, don't turn back
It's like crack, I'm hooked, but God ain't shook
He took them lashes, now she's batting them lashes, walking past
God, I promise this'll be my last, exit stage left
But I'm putting on an act, you got my back
Breaking your heart, you never let me fall apart
Battling, grappling, spiritual apathy
I'm cracking, laughing and joking, really, I'm choking
On the floor that many times before oh Lord
I need your strength, cause mine has spent
I hear your voice, son, just repent
I do it again and again and you keep catching me before my feet hit
Your rocks below, redeeming my soul
I'm letting go, I take your burden in exchange for this heavy load
This heavy load
Would I spend the block for myself
Tug of war, soul versus flesh
Fighting demons, is it treason
I poured out my soul and my flesh
Don't even know if I'm breathing
I can't even get through this season
I need you, yeah, I need you, I need you
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