You know that feeling when you made it out the trench quicker
Mah hood niggas they addicted to the painkillers
Could have been dead but I’m living amma coin flipper
I called mah broski, got a credit now the bank thicker

We used to pray for days like this, flying in a chopper
Please don’t judge me by past even the pope a sinner
Don’t you try to quit, I know you was born a winner
I know my brothers too well I don’t trust no other niggas

Save mah soul, I been lost in your premises
I been caught up by my demons and mah nemesis
You know that feeling when you dosing just to try to sleep
Young boy is traumatized I swear to God it’s killing him

I’m fighting demons in mah head I fear that I might lose
Every time I close my eyes I’m thinking bout the news
Reason why I’m grinding ten toes, my whole life on cruise
I do this for mah niggas, do this for mah mama too


Pratice makes perfect i don’t care what they say
Fighting with my demons,tryna stay onto my lane
They see me everyday,young boy you fighting for a place
And i don’t even mind,if they say Jumbo you insane
Ohhh mama just save me,i’m stuck in with this painnnnn

All alone myself and i’m wishing for a rain
She say she be my girl,she lied she put on them skates
And i can’t say i’m perfect but i guess they all the same
And i miss the days we grinding,we grinding on that way
I tried put you on,i swear it’s clearly not mistake
I did it everytime, out till late i was moving cray
Taking daily pills i know it’s only for a day


Could have been starving buh I’m grateful for all of this pain
Member when I used hustle, it’s time that I gain
Cold hearted, wicked soul, that’s what I became
I was fucking on you bitches it’s time that I came

Ausubillahi minashaytanirujim
Heard you snitching on your bro you said it was him
All my real niggas I know they wan see me win
How you feel when everyone in your circle win?

You call them hard drugs but I call em my pain killers
I got trust issues, every girl a gold digger
I been broken for too long, oh my heart shatter
I’m a fucking hustler, I’m a goal getter