Ct capacity
Smelling peppermint and staring down the columbine
Tracing lace over my body watching the sun burn my thighs
‘Til I'm over the moon
Instead I'm in my room
Feel you all in the smoke
Taste you stuck in my throat
One day I might get away
The aster grows in my wake
cnd I don't wanna see you there


I watched it all burn down
So I could stop trying
I watched it all burn down
So I could quit lying

Shifting off my feet
Dizzy tripping over sanity and wasting time
Leaving traces still I'm fighting my head every night
‘Til i'm out of my room
I'm not looking for you
Clearing out all the ghosts
Finding friends in the fault
One day when I get away
The aster grows in my wake
cnd I won't ever see you there