Now she tryna ride with us
Told her bae don't give no fuck
Everyday was high as fuck
Ho' was lacing all my blunts
Everyday was off them drugs
There be days I feel no love
Momma told me you a star
I can say I'm the chosen one
Had to cover all this pain, with dirty sprite
I can't stop thinkin' bout you up in the night
Every time we talk you been tryna fight with me
I been doing wrong lately I can't get it right
I been off the drugs everyday might lose my mind
They be hating on the kid ho' don't pay no mind
Fuck a friend I keep real it never on my side
All this pain will never heal I might take my life
Had a dream I'm going up
With my bruddas boolin' up
You can't hang ain't cool enough
All the shit I did for you
Now she tryna ride with us
You can see we going up
(going up oh woah oh woah woah)
Swear these girls all be the same
Swear I hate it when it rain
I can never speak my heart, so I just write it on a page
Lately I don't feel enough guess it's just another day
same ones that you always trust be the ones that push away
I been praying up above Jesus take all of this pain
Hate it when I am in love I'm in love with Mary Jane
I might pour that double cup only time that I feel sane
Lately I been giving up it just feel like the same day
Momma told me you star Kani you really amazing
Don't let no one change your heart you destined for greatness
Haven't seen my girl in long yeah it's been like ages
You been on my case I been going through some changes
I just speak my truth yeah I hate when people fake it
Say that it was true that you loved me you weren't faking
I been praying for some better days I hope I make it
Lately I just smoke away the pain can no one save me