Where should I go
When I'm alone
Where do I go
Man I don't know
Cuz I drift off
Whether I'm sad or I'm pissed off these cold thoughts
Invoke that smoke cough I sit down and I doze off
Probably cuz I'm always turnt up I'm turned off
Man all these thoughts really need to hold off
Cuz I just scoff every time I'm told off
And I hate how little in this life I've pulled off
Yeah, sometimes I feel like a fucking know it all
But if I know it all then tell me why I got
Weed in me, I got liquor in me
Got a nicotine addiction that's been itching at me
And I am so unhappy and I am so stressed
I know my family wants me to reach out, I try my best
Feels like imposter syndrome
Don't wanna blame someone else when I know that they're the victim
Don't wanna give you all the details, I don't spill the Lipton
Probably why I stick to all these poems and all these riddles
Trust me in my mind it scrambles its just not that simple
To tell you how I feel
I guess I would say I wish I had more time to kill
I wish for you to be happy and yeah I'll keep it real
But conversations are a 2 way street and I won't yield
When I drop all this pain, when I cry through the rain
When I miss your phone call and you don't hit me back again
I know we made plans and I miss you Dad
Honestly, I just hope that you feel the same
Damn
Okay - I'm back
I lost track of all my voice cracks
I don't mean time when I say this but
Yeah, I need a second after I wrote that
Sitting down, I choke back
Couch potato turned to smoke stack
Well this potato's about to sprout out and lash out and turn diminished trash into instant mash
My fist'll plant a pistol in your bitches ass
Make her sing and dance and then her fingers snap
At a just glance she lookin' like Aristocats
Sample as: all my lines be mix and match
You couldn't catch me dead if you had a fucking fisher's hat
You wishin' bad that you could take off from this missed pad
Subtle as a crinkle from a wrinkled bag
Demolish you on a single track
I'm ace like just like a single back
Oh, you expecting me to run it back
Hold up... this ain't about that
This about me just living life
A look inside of my mind
You know what, I'm not fine
I love you, let's just make time
Where should I go
When I'm alone
Where do I go
Man I don't know