Yeah
It's been a while since I wrote this one but uh... fuck it
I'm stuck between power crazed, fear mongering
Takin' haters, pushing daisies, no, no - that's not you Jaylen
But y'all bout to know he like them ladies that be fornicatin in public places- PDA'in
Fuck with my rap y'all buzzed up, like the PBA in - ugh
On the other side gotta stay respectable, lil ones lookin' up to me
Show'em that life is full of that bull, take the horns and grit your teeth
Don't let them see you struggle
Don't let them see you crumble
Don't let them see you struggle
Gotta figure this shit out, trust me it fits just like a puzzle - okay?
Why you, why you struggle so hard huh?
Don't ya, don't ya, don't ya bank own the car huh?
Ratchet, ratchet, ratchet, ratchet boulevard huh?
Watchin', watchin', watchin', from binocular ugh
Not sure how to tackle this, turn the page and back it flips
Time to time I try my best, never works out cuz I'm back to dips
But now I'm back to this - wack ass shit
Hate the position in which I decided to live in, I guess I am my own nemesis so I have to own up to smackin them lips
Work on myself cuz I know that I'm better than this, sleepin' all day in my crib
Know I'm better than this its depressing as shit, fuck - do I need a bib?
Baby I know that you hate me, I know that you wanna undate me
You know that I know that I wanted to make it, so fuck it lets face it I know that you wanna erase me
Can't be complacent, know for better I'm changin' - ain't for you cuz I waited
And what did you do? Oh yeah - took tips from dudes like you was a waitress
Like my noose, I'll let you loose
And I'll keep on makin' them songs that be bangin
Tell you what focus on you and I'll focus on me
We not enemies, we just strangers
Damn
People don't think it be like it is but it do
Imma get the best for the crew, imma take shots of that numb numb juice
People be thinkin' they know what be best for ya dude, so imma get the crest for the crew
Thats enough about me 'fore you leave, make sure you invest in ya dude - yeah