These thoughts in my brain
Dark as the rain
Losing control as I fall through the pain
Falling away
My days dark and grey
Hate the way I'm feeling
But I know it's ok
Got these voices in my head an they all say the same
I'm alone and afraid
With no care about today
Stuck on replay like it'll never change
Felling this way then my mind laps and sway
Blood it be dripping
I'm carving and ripping
I feel like I'm tripping but act like a dream
I don't ever remember me falling asleep
So fuck it let's do it and fill it with screams
All these Angel's around me they talking to me as I mimic their voice an copy their wings
Sayin father forgive me for pain that I bring
As I rip out their heart an in watching it bleed
These thoughts in my brain
Dark as the rain
I'm losing control as I fall through the pain

I'm of the last ones
This song will define me
I can not contain what's
Growing inside
Welcome to your new unknown
Welcome back home

I'm falling to pieces I feel so small and defeated
Life's on repeat I can't defeat it's
Got me crawling to Jesus
The inner demons I've been battling got infinite lives
Just wanna climb up to heaven
But I keep sinister ties
Just wana merge back into God
And break the cycle of suffering
But life is so troubling
An endless fight it's disgusting
The psychological operation I'm part of is heartless
And no matter what kinda plot is cast I star as the darkness
I gotta part this
Blood Sea in my path
I find the road to salvation on my knees I collapse
I hear the devil he laughs as I relapse on depression
I need a change in my ways feels strange to say my confession c'mon

I'm of the last ones
This song will define me
I can not contain what's
Growing inside
Welcome to your new unknown
It's getting so late now
And I'm feelin beat down
I'm falling apart
I feel like I'm on repeat now
Welcome to you new unknown
Welcome back home

Head in my hand with just these thoughts and a memory
Liquid courage in a bottle is the enemy
The stress was stacking complications piling up
And I kept drowning in sedation the excuses in a cup
I tried to drink into a happy ending
Thought age and wisdom would transcend and I could stop pretending
But then the world decided to turn when I was standing still
Left in the dirt and then had learn that I can't stand to feel
Just like a victim always living in the sin was digging
A deeper hole and blaming this tormented mental prison
On everything except the one who existing all alone
To proud to say I was the one who resisted all along yeah
Welcome back home

I'm of the last ones
This song will define me
I can not contain what's
Growing inside
Welcome to your new unknown
Welcome back home
It's getting so late now
And I'm feelin beat down
I'm falling apart
I feel like I'm on repeat now
Welcome to you new unknown
Welcome back home