I never had to hide it from myself
A remark a drifter made along the way
Strange and unrequested
Yet it stuck like a deadweight
Don't even want to admit he had a point
There is not a reason why
I should stop before I try
For every day that I survive
Striving in the cold outside
It's not the passing of the time
Or the rising of the tide
That'll make me wait another night
That won't make me say goodbye
I never tried to question my beliefs
Never a slur, a slight's something I don't need
Yet you are sharing lessons
I find it all depressive
You better find someone who truly cares
Never I had to enjoy my hollowness
Never I had to shelve it nonetheless
Never a goal accomplished
Never feeling complete
Don't ever want to find another way
There is not a reason why
I should stop before I try
For every day that I survive
Striving in the cold outside
It's not the passing of the time
Or the rising of the tide
That'll make me wait another night
That won't make me say goodbye
So I'm waving at your side
Striving for a decent life
Trading all I gathered
Hoping for the better
Did I say that it was right?
Did I admit that I was wrong?
Either way it makes me gripe
Deadlocks I cannot control
Either way it makes me groan
We're like couriers now
Everyone with a target
Never crossing our ways
Now for the tiring side
We never share
Whatever I decide
You never care
Did I say that it was right?
Did I admit that I was wrong?
Have we become adults now?
Cause I didn't notice
Or maybe we feel wiser if
We pretend to be untouched
Guarded in our problems
And dreams of autarchy
What's going on your mind
You never share
What'll become of our lives?
We're unaware