Seventeen hours since you called it quits
My mirror, it holds a face I can't forgive
And I don't wanna come back here tomorrow
To see you and your friends
Words of condemnation trailing from their lips
Do you really think that I'm as bad as they say
I don't know what I see in your eyes when you look my way
But you can see it's killing me to wonder
What do you think of me?
When you don't know if I'm still me
When you're looking at me I am holding back tears
You are watching me fall after all these years
And I can't hold it back, though I gave it my best
I don't know what to do, I can't admit I'm a mess
So just ask me if I'm okay
So I can say no
When all I can do
Is sing songs of self-hatred
Ooh, yeah
And apologize
Endlessly for my same failings
You don't need to know
Just how far I've been brought down
My depressive spiral goes round and round
I've lost so much
But I've still got so far to fall
When you're looking at me I am holding back tears
You are watching me fall after all these years
And I can't hold it back, though I gave it my best
I don't know what to do, I can't admit I'm a mess
So just ask me if I'm okay
So I can say no, oooh
No, I can't hold it back, though I gave it my best
I don't know what to do, I can't admit I'm a mess
So just ask me if I'm okay
So I can say no