I don't know how
How to talk to you
I might've left you on read
21st of June

I wanted to
Stop thinking of you
Fell for someone else
While lurking on the Tube

Convinced that I
Was over you
Many months have passed since then
Anything that had something to do with you
I avoided

I don't want
To hurt you
Anymore
You must be tired
Of my bullshit
Now you can close the door

The new year has finally come
With the same number
Of the day we last spoke
Got a text
Got a heart on our song
Admittedly, I panicked
So I just stared at my phone

Reconnected with a friend
And they asked how
How were we doing
Checked photos and conversations
And it's sad that
We just stopped talking

As I scrolled
To the very bottom
I fell silent
Memories resurfaced
I think that something's missing

I didn't want
To distance myself
But I fear that I might
Do something wrong again
I just couldn't risk it

But if I stayed with you
Would it be selfish?
Unless you want to be with me
I don't want to end our friendship
Just like that

I noticed that I keep changing
I'm getting better
So maybe I won't repeat my mistakes
Would you be willing to
Take another chance on us

I miss everything about you
Is the door still open?
I still feel the same
Just like I did
On October 10