Said you don't give a fuck
You're trying to find love
What's the point of being
Twenty-five and still numb

I've been counting up my bands
Just make sure you have some
I'll do anything
Just to make sure you good

Lately, I've been feeling off
I know that something's wrong
I don't think there's a place
I truly belong

I've been doing my best
All this time hiding all my scars
Tryna see who you are
Tryna give you my heart

It took a while to notice
That you need me
I needed some time to focus
I've been healing

It seems like nobody knows
But you of the real me
All this pain and this hurt
All this shit that I deal with

Things get rough
And I can't get enough
I thought I was free
Till I realized I'm stuck

They ask me
If I'm okay
I think I just had enough

I can't face all the shame
I am so tired I'm done

I'm getting drunk
I don't fuck
Tryna have fun
So please don't piss me off

Feel like I'm gone
Even though I'm here
I'm tryna get rid of problems
Make it like It ain't real

Can't believe you dipped out of my life
Can't believe you dipped out of my life
Can't believe you dipped out of my life
My life
My life

Oh never really thought you up and go
I never thought that
I'd be all of my own

Without you here
It feels like time froze

If you want to just be all about you
Then you should treat me like
I am something special
Bet you were thinking
I'd replace you

Without you here
I just feel so numb

I'm getting drunk
I don't fuck
Tryna have fun
So please don't piss me off

Feel like I'm gone
Even though I'm here
I'm tryna get rid of problems
Make it like It ain't real

Can't believe you dipped out of my life
Can't believe you dipped out of my life
Can't believe you dipped out of my life
My life
My life