What were you doing that day in July
When you looked at me softly, I thought I could cry
Til I ran away quickly right into a cave
I buried myself into dirt, it's my grave
And my lips, they are trembling, my hands how they shake
A frown upside down is a smile that is fake
One day I'll be gone, all that's left is my rhymes
I fear the day my name is said for the last time
My showers are scalding, it distracts my mind
From the shaking and breaking inside
I say that I'm fine
But babe, I'm not fine
I'm not fine
I'm not fine
I'm not fine
I'm not fine
So I draw pictures in mirrors because I cannot stand
The one in reflections, so I'll think of a plan
To exit so softly, not leaving a trace
So one day my own children forget my name
And my lungs now are burning, I'm covered in ash
I can't take the breath that should be my last
I'll muster up my final words, force them from my mind
Look you dead into your eyes
And say that I'm fine
I'll say that I'm fine
I'll say that I'm fine
But babe, I'm not fine
I'm not fine
I'm not fine