One, two, three, four
Should I drink
Or should I smoke
Or should I find more unhealthy ways to cope
Should I hurt
Or should I cry
Or should I write out all of my final goodbyes
To all my friends
Because they won't be there in the end
Should I laugh
Or should I smile
And tell me darling, will you be here for a while
Should I wish for better days
Or just try to numb the pain
Should I try to teach my heart a simple love
Or decide when enough is enough
I've had enough
I've had enough
So save me
As blood leaks from my eyes
And try to hate me
So I can wonder why
My demons take me
I'll jump off, think I can fly
And I'll make me
Feel like shit until I die
Feel like shit until I die