I know im messed up
Thinking I could use a hug
Just a bad day
That is always my luck
Left alone with all of my thoughts
Like I never get enough, its tough
Yea I know im messed up
Thinking I could use a hug
Just a bad day
That is always my luck
Left alone with all of my thoughts
Like I never get enough, its tough

Just another bad day and im lonely
Wish I always knew, I wish somebody told me
That its harder when you pave the way
No gift of grace that is ever coming to save me
Please, Ive been stuck on time
Theres been way too much
Buried in my mind
Music on another level
My mental still declines
If I didnt have the people that I do
Or the music id be gone now
Dont got no table, lay it all out
Ive been trying to build it up from the ground now
But its harder that it seems
When youre going through things
I dont even want to say it out loud
I wont
Is it sign that I am weak
My mind is filled with anxiety
I just wanna be alone
At home, im free
My healths at an ATL
But it should not be
Im lost sulking with the rest of me
Im not heartbroke
I dont miss a thing
Criticise myself
God is not helping
Tell me what is going on
Tell me what is going on
Have I lost myself
Will I move along
How'd I get so low
I dont belong
But I never did
Why I write these songs

I know im messed up
Thinking I could use a hug
Just a bad day
That is always my luck
Left alone with all of my thoughts
Like I never get enough, its tough
Yea I know im messed up
Thinking I could use a hug
Just a bad day
That is always my luck
Left alone with all of my thoughts
Like I never get enough, its tough

My mind space in a dark place
Had to write it out again
Getting harder with a fake face
Everybody noticing
Im working at a different pace
But they think im balling out
Excited for a new phase
Yea I got a lot of new stuff
Heard it all before this
Planned it for a few months
Its a whirlwind
Struggling but privately
I guess youll never know
Try to open up to people
That I never did before
Hear it in a song
You will hear it in a flow
Asking me in person
I will never let you know
Been building up inside of me
I gotta let it go
Depression weighing heavily
I guess its knocking on my door again
Im alone again, and my soul will get
A bit cold again
Im wishing that I had a better way
To explain every single little thing
That is going on in my brain

Its like if you had
Everything coming up from your past
Asking your dreams if they really will last
Work at a job thats been blowing your gas
Tank running low, I dont think that I can
Falling to pieces no longer intact
Questioning God, was it really your plan
Is the devill at hand
When I brake for a moment
Im stabbed in the back
Keeping my head down
I dont wanna talk
Any energy I dont want
Imma block
Got a million different enemies
Theyre singing in the song
They been getting better
Cause I dont remember them
Being so strong
No I dont remember them
Being so damn strong

I know im messed up
Thinking I could use a hug
Just a bad day
That is always my luck
Left alone with all of my thoughts
Like I never get enough, its tough
Yea I know im messed up
Thinking I could use a hug
Just a bad day
That is always my luck
Left alone with all of my thoughts
Like I never get enough, its tough
I know im messed up
Thinking I could use a hug
Just a bad day
That is always my luck
Left alone with all of my thoughts
Like I never get enough, its tough
Yea I know im messed up
Thinking I could use a hug
Just a bad day
That is always my luck
Left alone with all of my thoughts
Like I never get enough, its tough