I told you if I need you
I would call you on the phone
I'm not trying to deceive you
I just want to be alone
Alone with my demons
Alone with my thoughts
Alone to fix everything
I might've forgot
I needed a break
From these voices in my head
Before I lose myself again

Ill live another day
But I'm cornered by the thoughts
Never make it out
Never gonna be on top
Never gonna be the person
That I really want to be
Im hiding the person
That you don't want to see, inside of me
But I got a lot of people tryna get me out
Tell me how you feel
I really need to hear it now
Thinking I will listen
But I'm gonna tune it out
Cause nobody In they heart
Is really helping out
Never really care
I do it on my own
I Hate when they compare
I do it all alone
I don't need these people
Leaving hate inside my ear
They never send a text
"How you doin? Are you even there?
That's why I live inside a bubble
I'm not married to my phone
I Got a personality
That Is never leaving home
I'd rather live a happy life
Knowing I can be alone

I told you if I need you
I would call you on the phone
I'm not trying to deceive you
I just want to be alone
Alone with my demons
Alone with my thoughts
Alone to fix everything
I might've forgot
I needed a break
From these voices in my head
Before I lose myself again

I've been calling
I've been calling
You've been letting it ring
Make it harder to believe
That I can trust in a thing
If I got something to say
I leave it after the beep
Even when I'm feeling under
Fighting mentality
But I really need you here next to me
Don't walk away
I try and try again
But you never come my way
I've been searching
I've been looking
For somebody to save the day
But It's never gonna happen
And I gotta do it on my own
Nobody's gonna save me
When I'm all alone
Ain't nobody gonna answer
When I call the phone
Guess I'm walking down a lonely road
Let me free
Just let me free
I'll break the chains
Hung over me
I'm gonna change
I'm taking steps
A better me
With no regrets

I told you if I need you
I would call you on the phone
I'm not trying to deceive you
I just needed to be alone