Could take a minute, but willing to let you step inside it
Ya life's a movie, meanwhile mine is turning episodic
Would let you figure out my story, even let you plot it
Connect the dots on yesterday on how I got this toxic
I drive you crazy, that's why there's all of this recklessness?
It's crazy how much control I get off some shit I did
Something I said made you uncomfortable, the shoe fits
Could do me dirty, just don't the let the shit affect my kids
A pallbearer, sometimes I carry the deadweight
I let God, let bygones even let fate
Handle everything around me, but I had to escape
While everybody build around, I'm in my best shape
There's less hate up in my heart, I had to meditate
Gone tomorrow, they don't miss you when you here today
The funeral arrangements planned out more than usual
When you hear the words "I love you" it ain't mutual
Two wrongs don't make it right, but it makes us even
Already got myself in drama I don't wanna be in
They keeping tabs on me like a bartender
I'm straight forward, wish you would like a carpenter
I seen the part where don't like you 'bout a dozen times
But keep their watchful eye on you like you've done some time
I gotta keep going, it's so much that I overcame
At least the keys came in handy, now they know my name
Could take a minute, but willing to let you step inside it
Ya life's a movie, meanwhile mine is turning episodic
Would let you figure out my story, even let you plot it
Connect the dots on yesterday on how I got this toxic
Had to brace myself for this one, couldn't do the veneers
Laid out C-Notes on the sofa, that's a musical chair
My hand on your breast, the other's in your beautiful hair
Legs and thighs match, winging we don't do over here
I go the distance, footwork creates the separation
Had to step back to finish, that takes dedication
There ain't a challenge insurmountable
I hold myself accountable, the rules in place can't say what I'm allowed to do
The man I am today, got this way from yesterday
Won't tell you all did and people like to guesstimate
Clearing thoughts will leave you happy with the extra space
Thank you for the sorry, but it's a second late
They likely hesitate when thinking how to make amends
I don't speak on men, I just say "Amen"
Giving grace, could take it however you wanna take it then
Won't make it my place to show face until it's safe again
I drive you crazy, that's why there's all of this recklessness?
It's crazy how much control I get off some shit I did
Something I said made you uncomfortable, the shoe fits
Could do me dirty, just don't the let the shit affect my kids
Yesterday is long gone, I remember wisely
Told me leave it in the past, now I'm on timing
Oh that's old news, you ain't have to remind me
Let's just go our separate ways, that was yesterday