Yeah
Hard to define
Even harder to find me
I barter with my self pity
It paid for the party
How come it's only just me in the lobby
In my Utopia
They dig me as a hero
Life a gamble
I think the devil been rigging the casino
Cards disheveled
I roll the dice
Hit the pre-roll
For all that we know
This shit is level zero
Explore your mind
Before you ever write me off like Geno
I walk alone with no fear though
I lied
But that's why I get high
The little brittle boned weirdo
I caught a stride
Hope my angels know to keep close
Cause this a freak show
I'm catching on like Megatron
All these suited up Decepticons
They dropping bombs
What you set upon
Can't we get along
It's all one long show like them marathons
My music like the gentle song
Of that metal gong
Welcome into your therapy
The way I'm talking
My therapist probably scared of me
No one's seeing it clearly
I just looked in the mirror and saw the real me
Something that you motherfuckers never gonna be
Yeah
Hard to define
Even harder to find me
I barter with my self pity
It paid for the party
How come it's only just me in the lobby
In my Utopia
They dig me as a hero
Stick my feet in the grass
Pieces of me left in the past
Trailblazing this little path
I can't double back
I've been unmovable
Cause all this shit unsuitable
Seen all the cracks
Man how the fuck we gon' last
Well alright
Guess I'll fight
Ain't right with Lucifer
Might lose my life
I'm bout to pop another shroom and meet with God tonight
Uh-uh
I'm reaching dangerous heights
Yeah this a million dollar flight
Are you joining me tonight
I'm wide awake
Like I'm sniffing on the white
I might
Get so high my lows begin to spite
My sight
Clearer than it's ever been
Soon I'm balling 'bove the rim
Scoring dimes like Julian Edelman
Uh
And everybody on some medicine
Talking bout some money
So deafening
Ain't nothing is definite
But bitch I'm infinite, you know me
Catch me chilling with some G-O-Ds
Cause I'm, I'm
Hard to define
Even harder to find me
I barter with my self pity
It paid for the party
How come it's only just me in the lobby
In my Utopia
They dig me as a hero