Never letting go
My problem has re awoke
Puffin on a bottle, while drowning here in this smoke
N’ karma keep on coming, it honestly getting old
Kinda like a dollar, wit interest that seem to grow
Stacking over time, yet never to pay in full
So pardon my maneuver, not willing to sell my soul
You gotta learn to fail, in order to reach your goals
Trying to be patience, but patience it takes a toll
So welcome to my hell, now this is the chronicals
Im only responsible for making this shit possible
Never seemed to probable,
But really I’m unstoppable
Fuck all of the dissing, I’m wishing
I could dismiss it
(yuh)
Thought I said good riddance, but really
I never meant it
(huh?)
Break-in mental prison
Now listen, I just don’t give a fuck
Wanna test the limits?
I get it, but now you testin luck
Said I’d never gamble, well look at the hole I dug
(bruh)

Better let me go
Imma sinner and it shows
Holdin onto trauma, though I don’t abandon hope
I could use a little, and I know soundin’ simple
But it ain’t too beneficial,
While I’m sinking in this hole
Gently breaking bad
While I’m healing as a whole
Reapin all the benefits, and I’m afraid to settle with
Anything that less then this,
So why my such a pessimist?
That feeding off the negative
Think I need a sedative, so I wont be so sensitive
I’m often blocking relatives,
But that ain’t really relevant
I mastered all the elements
But I have yet to implement
The way I murder instruments
I’m on and off in increments
I did it myself, no pot to piss
I’m feeling myself, dont contradict
The way that it is, i fought for this
The punishment, i never thought I’d get
Is drowning myself in an argument
That we never leaving the pond, and if
You wanna commit, then don’t forget
The reason we call it abyss_