I saw the Northern Lights at nineteen
Pathfinding in the sky and staying up like that shit easy
Feeling I might call and make a mill' just like it's easy
Why should I save a world that would never save me?
And I've been burning both ends
Like I'm tryna see the end of time
Fucking like we fell in love with wasted life
What you waiting for?
We won't always feel this good
Waiting for?
Yeah
How would the right time grant what you want?
Don't you wanna feel right standing on your ones?
On your ones (yeah)

It's just how I feel sometimes
I told you it's gon' be alright
I only hear about you through friends now (yeah)
I didn't feel the time slip by
I didn't know that was a last goodbye
I guess we are who we are 'til we're not

(Good friends give good head)
(We don't always hear)
And with my arms 'round my friends
'Til the bitter end
I don't really care
What you really said
I can break my heart by myself
Guess we are who we are 'til we're not
If it keeps going how it's been then we're gone
And if it's all in my head
I made peace with it
I'm still myself in the morning
I been waking up with a new friend
Boyfriend and his new friends
So what you waiting for?
Now build me up, I can't feel this enough
I called your bluff, I don't care if you walk this time
Didn't wanna feel like I'm reaching
I don't wanna feel like I'm reaching

But it's just how I feel sometimes
I told you it's gon' be alright
I only hear about you through friends now
I didn't feel the time slip by
I didn't know that was a last goodbye
I guess we are who we are 'til we're not

It's just how I feel sometimes
I told you it's gon' be alright
But I only hear about you through friends now
I didn't feel the time slip by
I didn't know that was a last goodbye
I guess we are who are 'til we're not
And I don't wanna feel like I'm reaching
I don't want it