I hear the call of the void
The thought of letting go
Only for a quick split second
Until I tell myself, no,
How did we get up here?
Almost on top of the world
I can’t help but look over the edge
And tell myself that I could jump
My heart is heavy and whole
I wanna give you the world
My head keeps getting filled with ideas
Darker than I’d want them to be
I’m so quick to self-sabotage
Baby I’m so quick to self-sabotage
Oh lately I’ve been quick to self-sabotage
All these human beings self-sabotage
I don’t think I want to
I don’t think I want to
I don’t think I want to
Keep falling for this
I don’t think I want to
I don't think I want to
I don't think I want to
Lose my will to live
Just take a moment
And keep your feet on the ground
Let’s just swerve into traffic
Just to see what would happen
I run the scene in my mind like a movie
And there’s no happy ending
My grip tightens on the wheel
I break out of my daydream
You reach your hand out from the passenger seat
And say you know how I’m feeling
It’s real and
I’m so quick to self-sabotage
Baby I’m so quick to self-sabotage
Oh lately I’ve been quick to self-sabotage
All these human beings self-sabotage
I don’t think I want to
I don't think I want to
I don't think I want to
Keep falling for this
I don’t think I want to
I don't think I want to
I don;t think I want to
Lose my will to live
Just take a moment
And keep your feet on the ground