And I just wish they deaded me
And I just wish they deaded me
Deaded me
Deaded me
Deaded me


Every time get in my feelings
I seem to lose my ways
Can’t even tell you where I been at lately
I don’t even know my days
Say they want to go but they never want leave me
Why you can’t stay away
Money over peace
And they all the same
Bet they all choose that fame
That’s why I had to go and take my spot
Drink my pain
Hydrate THIS plot
Find my growth
Why spread what’s rots
Where I’m from
Can’t call no cops
Trust the streets
That took so much
Doubt what’s right
And look to luck
Got no time
Can’t wish too much
Got no time
Can’t wish too much


I just wish they deaded me
Leave me where I’m pose to be
People think the knowing me
But they ain’t even close to me
Try to tell you who I am
When I would tell it openly
Wired to this pain
Reason they can’t get control of me
They can’t get control of me
They can’t get control of me
They can’t get control of me
They can’t get control of me
Control of me



I been livin reckless lately
Ain’t been given no affection baby
They can’t take back what they gave me
But they all want to call me crazy
Maybe there’s some truth to this
And Maybe there’s some screws to miss
And Maybe there’s more life to risk
But why update my list
I’d slit my wrist
Before I call that b****
Took my heart
F*** all shit
Temporary love
What all this is
Misunderstood
Where a young n**** live
Lost a lot people cuz I told me what it is
But I couldn’t really live
How I saw n***** live
Couldn’t break ground
Where I saw n***** dig
Stood there strong
Where I saw n***** slip
N***** gone slip

I just wish they deaded me
Leave me where I’m pose to be
People think the knowing me
But they ain’t even close to me
Try to tell you who I am
When I would tell it openly
Wired to this pain
Reason they can’t get control of me
They can’t get control of me
They can’t get control of me
They can’t get control of me
They can’t get control of me
Control of me