I'm a god
I'm a devil
I'm a saint
I'm a rebel
I'm so sentimental
Like the drugs in my mental
White on my dental
Like the plugs in my rectal
Reminds why my heart is so detrimental
My knuckles hurt
cnd these drugs don't work
Falling in love is a fucking curse
Getting fatter and fatter
My wrists are a platter
I'm painting a picture
I think it's a pattern

Fuck
I'll tie you up
‘Cause I don't give a fuck if you think it's too much
I don't give a fuck if you think it's too rough
You can open your mouth and take these drugs
Little white pills

Feels like hugs
Make your skin crawl
You think it's bugs
You better watch out
You end up in a trunk
cnd there's no keys underneath my rugs


Mindlessly mangled in an urgent emergency
Fervently messed up to a state of destruction
My hands are up
cnd I'm thrown from this desolate place
Of mechanical magical uncertainty
I'm sick of this energy
Darkness surrounds
cnd the words separate me
I'm sick of my enemies
Walking my line
cnd they constantly fuck with me
I forgive the abuse
But the trauma has stuck with me
Beautiful intentions
But now you're my enemy
Sickening sadness
Opposites attracting
I wanna be worshipped in the times of my tragedies
I'm here for insanity
You don't have the love
It's so fucking bad for me
I don't have the mind for all this blasphemy

Fuck
I'll tie you up
‘Cause I don't give a fuck if you think it's too much
I don't give a fuck if you think it's too rough
You can open your mouth and take these drugs
Little white pills
Feel like hugs
Make your skin crawl
You think it's bugs
You better watch out
You end up in a trunk
cnd there's no keys underneath my rugs

Mind is rot
Time forgot
Ticking and ticking
I want it to stop
Falling for you
Or falling for anyone's
Dying for freedom in a tightening knot
Gory and gross
So loving your quotes
Over and over
I read all our notes
Wonderful promises
You yell and you boast
More and more
Still doing the most

Cold to the touch
cnd I'll always hate you
Hold me so tight that the embers burn through
Reminds me the good time
The summer breeze blows
Through my hair and my fingers
It lets me know
Headed for the heavens
I die with no cares
Hearts intertwined
cnd the history is written
Stone and human bones
You can cross out my name
But the crosses remain
You always know

Fuck
I'll tie you up
‘Cause I don't give a fuck if you think it's too much
I don't give a fuck if you think it's too rough
You can open your mouth and take these drugs
Little white pills
Feel like hugs
Make your skin crawl
You think it's bugs
You better watch out
Or you'll end up in my arms
Open your heart
But reject my love

I'm not the one
But I was one of the best
Told me I'm a king
cnd I'm better than most
So the thing of the matter
I'm the rope
I'm the ladder
cnd I hope to be replaced with someone better