Cll the time I've spent
(My whole life)
cmounting to nothing, at all
Oh here I stand
(Though no one listens)
The show must go on

I can't pull myself out of this muddy trench
The hardships faced for things I love unrequited

The essence of art imprisons me
(It saves and enlightens)
c trauma wedged between my intestines
Removal causing exsanguination

I'm not good enough
I feel incomplete
I'm trying, I'm trying,
I'm mediocre at best

I can't pull myself out of this muddy trench
The hardships faced for things I love unrequited

I reach out
the human part of me weeps
holding back all my vomit and tears
what is life?

I can't pull myself out of this muddy trench
the hardships faced for things I love unrequited