Why you holding on, when you know you need to let go
Watch em build your confidence, to knock you down like legos
Know you wasting money, but you wasting more potential
Even when they doubted, I knew I was gon be special
Now Im talking to my demons, and Im trying to cut a deal
Told em about my dreams, now they question if it's real
And I won't be here tomorrow, caught up in my sorrows
They say take your time, but Im feeling mine is borrow
Wow wow wow wow, still on the road
Left everything behind, now Im going through withdrawals
Im praying Im protected from the things, I can't control
And when I took a swing, I just ended back at home
Now they counting all on me, cause Im essential
I been calling all the shots, just like geppetto
And Im staying sucka free, no sentimental
And I know I broke your heart, I never meant to
I been living, like there's nothing left to gain
All these's distractions, they be getting in the way
If it's a marathon, Im feeling out of place
Show em something, that they just couldn't replace
I been calm, what I want
I want love, what you on
Now you gone, can't respond
Took my time, to do wrong
I been calm, what I want
I want love, what you on
Now you gone, can't respond
Took my time, to do wrong
Look to your right, who's there nobody
Guess who still here, you are
Is you against the fucking world, you against everybody
You know what Im saying, like the fuck is you doing
Now Im talking to my demons, and Im trying to cut a deal
Told em about my dreams, now they question if it's real
And I won't be here tomorrow, caught up in my sorrows
They say take your time, but Im feeling mine is borrow
Wow wow wow wow, still on the road
Left everything behind, now Im going through withdrawals
Im praying Im protected from the things, I can't control
And those who say they with me, when I need em they ain't show