Sit Sit
Sit in my room & I battle depression
Write it away with a pen to the page
Promise me that if you hearing this message
That you'll forgive me for all the delays
Cuz it's so hard
It's so hard
It's so hard
I never respond
Cuz it's so hard
Feel like there's nothing to say
Rather I feel like nobody'll listen
I let my body just sit and decay
Wondering if I could finish my mission
So much I wanna complete
Me and my body compete
Look in the mirror
And wonder if who I am seeing is me
Or something that I wanna be
Potential
Potential
Potential
Is driving me mental
I look at a template of me
Even though I can't fill in his stencil
Know I can't fill in his stencil
What do you do
When you challenge yourself
And get hit with anxiety?
Succumb to the pressure
Decide to conform to fit in
With the rest of society
Don't wanna stick out
I'm not a fan of a sore thumb
Not a man when the war comes
Not a fan of the boredom
So I keep to myself
Til you knock on my bedroom door
Come right on in
Come right on in
Come right on in
Yeah
I saw you reach out
I saw you reach out
Sorry I'm not taking hands
I decided to pout
Does that make me less of a man
Well let's find out
Well let's find out
Well let's find out
I saw you reach out
I saw you reach out
But sorry I'm not taking hands
I decided to pout
Does that make me less of a man
Well let's find out
Well let's find out
Well let's find out
I been looking for 3 signs
Not leavin' the crib
I miss the view of the street signs
It's funny what you never cherish
Until it's gone
I been looking for 3 signs
Not leavin' the crib
I miss the view of the street signs
It's funny what you never cherish
Until it's gone
Until it's gone
My whole life been a mess
But that's my fault
Hurtin' deep inside
Rub my wounds with some sea salt
I deserve that
Writing all these poems
'Til I get my nerve back
An apology
Would prolly help me get her back
But that ship sailed
Broken promises
Left our conclusion too frail
Maybe I'm a loser
Feels like I was born to fail
Damn
Oh well
We all have our own path
That we follow
Empty chest
When I glance at it feeling hollow
She ain't coming back
Hard pill to swallow
So a swig of cabernet leads the way down my gullet
But I just can't stomach it
I regurgitate
Everyday
Coming up again
Damn
Soul plummeting
I been looking for 3 signs
Not leavin' the crib
I miss the view of the street signs
It's funny what you never cherish
Until it's gone
Said I been looking for 3 signs
Not leavin' the crib
I miss the view of the street signs
It's funny what you never cherish
Until it's gone
Until it's gone