My heart loves you but your words, I despised
My heart curses you but your words, I desiredThere ain't now way I can hear you, sweet motherUnbearrable, being close to you, dear mother
I was just a boy when that evil came and bothered
I was just a boy when that evil came and slaugthered
There ain't now way I can hear you, sweet motherUnbearrable, being close to you, dear mother
I was hiding.. behind many tools, to get me away from your noisesA pain no one would never hear and I couldn't get
A tale… between me and youThe beggining of the plight
The beggining…. of our sufferings

Your final last words are my biggest sorrowsThe sickness that binds us are losing their tommorows
Shut Up, Shut Up, you turn me explosive and I've gone insane

I wish you could see the pain inside, so you can trust meI wish you could believe the pain inside so you can help me (live with it)
Your words have made me… explosive and i've gone insane
I fucked it all up (x2) I felt like dying

Your final last words are my biggest sorrowsThe sickness that binds us are losing their tommorows
Shut Up, Shut Up, you turn me explosive and I've gone insane!

My joy I found it away from your voicesI felt so close to you, mother dearest
A sound from me to you as a torture
You became my monster
You became my monster

And it's on the D-day you've fucking waved me a final last goodbye

My joy I found it away from your voicesI felt so close to you, mother dearest(I love you mother)


(On top of this desease that parts us, I hated you; hated you, fuck it all upYour venal addiction, biopolarity plus your poor maneuvers
But I remember above all your self giving,
Your beliefs about me et your free spirit
You ended up getting carried away by this fucking poison