These days I've been feeling different These days I've been getting distant
Nothing's really been the same now And it's been a while since I spoke to you
I see the changes that you made Seen the truth behind your pain
Seen the fake smile on your face Everywhere I go
Seems like the mind of a woman just getting worse
Like damn, I done lost faith in love And I done lost faith in the man up above
And I done lost faith in myself So I'm running back to these damn drugs
So many visions of you and me So many bittersweet memories
I hate the man I've become So I put the blame on the pills and the Hennessy
Everyone's quick to judge So many people just envy me
They don't wanna see me win They just wanna see the death of me
Look, I can't come around You can keep that fake energy
Cut so many people off Now these people all dead to me
They say that I've changed They tell me I'm fake
My love for this music, it'll never change Lost myself during all this pain
Got addicted, then I broke them chains Had to set myself free
Had to be the one who believed in me
When no one else seen the dream
Lost hope, but I found me