I'm lost and hurt and I just don't know what's real I'm empty now, I'm not myself, guess I never healed
I run away from these emotions that I don't wanna feel I hate the fact that I numb myself with these fucking pills
I hate the fact that you said that we would be together I hate the fact that you promised always and forever
Now I'm alone in this room, the same room where I opened up my heart and I told you that I loved you
It's been a while since I've seen your face And it's been a minute since I felt your touch
A minute since I felt so safe Now I find myself drowning in this liquor and these demons
Know my weakness, tell me does God, forgive us sinners ?
I used to think you were the one because you felt like home Now I find myself drinking when I'm all alone
You put me through the worst, I swear I never felt this pain What hurts the most is my love for you will never change
The moon told me we all go through different phases And like the moon, you come with different faces
You already told me that you don't feel the same How do we go from being in love to going separate ways ?
But look, I write this last verse with you up in my mind And the tears rolling down my face
I feel it's time, but we tried for better days You hoped that I would change
I'm crying out to God, but can he really save me ?